ponedjeljak, 01.06.2009.

It ends NOW!

Vaš blog postoji 38 mjesec(i) i 16 dan(a).
I prestaje postojati sa današnjim danom.
Svi ostali koji 'eventualno' posjećuju ovaj blog, nova adresa je
himura.blog.hr

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ponedjeljak, 20.04.2009.

On-Line biZnis

Evo vratio se prije par sati sa razgovora sa kolegom.
Odem u poduzetnike (yeeey)...
Planira se Web Design/Development Studio, u kojemu ću ja više manje određivati kako će šta ić, poslovat i sl.
Uskoro ću staviti link ovde, plan je uzeti kod totohost.hr..
No da poštedim geek pisanja...
Jbt....bit poduzetnik, još na webu.
Onak,,,,kada sam upisivao faks, samo sam sanjao o ovakvoj prilici, da radim ono što volim, što mi je strast i želja.
Sada kada mi se pružila ta prilika, priznajem da me malo strah svega toga.
Jer...voditi posao, još online nije tak lagana stvar, a pogotovo držati se u toku sa svim trendovima i sl.
Sada me samo zanima...
Gdje je granica između liderstva i pukog iskorištavanja?
Je li u nemiješanju, tj. da se pusti da svatko radi kako zna...ili da ga se tu i tamo nadzire?
Hm....bit će sve u svemu zanimljivo podići online firmu te sve u tome to kvalitetno voditi :)

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subota, 18.04.2009.

Tako mlad, a tako star

Koliko puta samo, sam sam sebe zatekao da se osjećam starim u svojih 23. godine.
Ali to bude tako neobičan osjećaj nevolje, lijenosti.
Možda je komp kriv za sve??
Možda ja?
Ali, nije dobro da sa 23.godine se itko osjeća starim (pogotovo mlađi).
Jer poznam par ljudi kojima je skoro svaka druga riječ:ne da mi se, spava mi se itd.
Gdje je mladost?
Gdje je poletnost?
...'slušajući Armin Van Buuren ASTOT 400 emisiju koja traje već preko 48 sati'...mi padaju razne misli na pamet.
Pogotovo vezane uz samog sebe...
Toliko planova, a toliko nevolje za njihovo izvođenje..
Jer koliko puta sam sam sebi rekao :'e od danas ćeš...', i nakraju se ne dogodi ništa..
ZAŠTO?
Zašto?
Kažu da motivacija je bitna kod počinjanja bilo čega...ali neznam zašto to meni onda fali?
(da,,,,egoističan je ovaj post zubo ).
Kažu za motivaciju da je ''Motivacija je utjecaj koji izaziva, usmjerava i održava željeno ponašanje ljudi.''
Hm...kada to tako pogledam, motivaciju za promjenom, promjenom samoga SEBE imam...ali gdje to zakaže?
Gdje to propadne?
Jer ovo je par stvari koje želim promjeniti:
1.Ogovaranje
2.Pametovanje
jer sam sam shvatio da mi se većina razgovora sastoji od toga.
Šta nemogu pričati da ne ogovaram nekoga ili da pametujem?
Prije kojih mjesec dana sam sam sebi bio zadao zadatak da preko korizme to riješim, ali iskreno se nisam toga držao.
I evo, sada ću opet reći da ću od danas se toga riješiti...
Ali opet...''ako to svi rade, zašto ne bi i ja?''
A opet....ako svi skoče u bunar jer moram i ja?
Jer moram biti još jedna ovca u krdu sivih mediokriteta koji samo egzistiraju u društvu i koji jednostavno samo JESU, a bez ikakvih većih želja i nadanja da se ide prema naprijed?
Nije li užasno zapasti u takvo društvo?
Jer, iskreno temeljne odrednice ljudi sa kojima se sada družim su: ne da mi se, udaja, spava mi se, šta ćeš tamo, i slično.
Možda ovo je ogovaranje, ali kada su stvari takve kakve jesu.
Da li onda osoba koja se nađe u takvom društvu, i koja shvati da je to loše mora ih promjeniti?
Je li to zadiranje u tuđe živote?
Njihov stil života?
Osjećaj kontrole da se natjeraju svi da rade onako kako ta jedna osoba zamisli?
Ili samo prijedlog da se nešto promjeni, da se nešto potakne....ali ne na silu, već ono 'na tenane' kak bi stari ljudi rekli?
Jer sa 23. godine da se život sastoji od:
1.spavanja
2.jedenja
3.surfanja
4.faksa
5.kave/ogovaranja
6.eventualnog izlaska
NIJE LI TO JADNO?
Jer kako kažu: 'pitat će starost gdje je bila mladost'.
Ali to nesmije ostati sve na mudrim riječima a ništa od djela....samo, kako se snositi sa početnim odbijanjem?I onim 'ma poslije ćemo' a to poslije ne dođe nikada?
Idem to probati provesti u praksu...pa da vidim, da li funkcionira.
A da ne pričam o tome koje mi je povjerenje dano....kolega mi je povjerio novonastalu firmu....za web design i development...
Tak da bit će riječi o tome i ovdje :)
A očito samim time...djetinjstvo mora jednom završiti, a razdoblje PRAVE mladosti koju resi napon snage KONAČNO POČETI.
Jer em sam si nabio duga, koji se kreće od oko 5000 kn...
Em mi se ne da tražiti više ikakve novce od familije...
Promjena nastupa SADA.
Uz prigodnu sliku čokoladnog :)
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(eto jedan takav post :)) :)

...odredit prioritete, nisam više dijete...

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subota, 21.03.2009.

Subota pred ekranom -.-

Da, subota je navečer, a ja sjedim pred monitorom.
U bezuspješnom nastojanju da se pokrenem i krenem učiti, ja sam se ulogirao u blog i idem pisati....

Facebook...
Ta prokleta riječ...
Facebook...

Koliko samo vremena provodim tamo, ne radeći ama baš ništa korisno, gledam u taj glupi plavo/bijeli ekran koji me podsjeća na mrsku mi STRANKU i samo gubim vrijeme.
Koliko puta sam se uhvatio da gledam u to zlo, i čekam će kakav notification iskočiti, će netko nešto komentirati ili sl.
A koliko ljudi ima koji vjerujem dijele moje mišljenje...da na FEJSU NE RADE AMA BAŠ NIŠTA..
Jer imam u ponedjeljak kolokvij,a ja umjesto da učim visim na tom smeću.
Mrzim Facebook, mrzim te aplikacije, slikice...
Jer iskreno koga zanima el sam se ja negdje napio, sam di bio, šta sam radio a isto tako i koga zanima el netko negdje bi vani.
Je super je meni gledati kako DRUGI IDU VAN, kako DRUGI PUTUJU, kako imaju fešte i sl.
A možda je nekome i mojih preko 400 slika interesantno, (šta ja znam možda ljudi neznaju di je Varaždin i Virovitica rofl).
No za onoga koga put nevede na ovaj blog...
Šta vi radite na Facebooku?

Moj odgovor je: ja sam napravio taj fejs dok sam još imao curu, i iskreno jedino zato mi je bio interesantan.
A sada kako sam 'sretno' slobodan, nije mi više toliko interesantan, jer smatram se ipak da nisam toliki 'geek' da barim preko fejsa zubo.
No...
Preko tjedna, ne prođe dan skoro da nečujem najčešću riječ 'e jel imaš fejs?' 'si vidio/la kaj je napisala na fejsu?' i sl.
De ljudi, šta je ovo?
Je li taj face postao bitniji od okupljanja međusobno i razgovaranja u PRAVOM ŽIVOTU?
Smo svi toliko postali 'digitalni'?
No...postoji jedna pozitivna stvar tamo, što sam danas vidio
Facebook zapošljava, pa ako netko smatra da bi mogao upasti tamo neka pogleda OVAJ LINK.
Koliko sam ja vidio, poslovanje je u stilu načina života u GooglePlexu, da praktički živite na poslu, al iskreno da se meni ukaže prilika da odem tamo bilo bi ah <3 Facebook smijeh.
Koliko korisnih stvari se može raditi na internetu da se ne sjedi toliko pred tim stranicama raznih socijalnih servisa..
Čitat neke članke, gledat filmove, radit web, razvijat web...
No ima i poslovna strana Facebook-a..
Oglašavanje na njemu može nositi gomilu prometa na stranicu..
A to se ja trudim skužiti.

Hm...
Bedira me malo što sam u subotu doma...
A opet...za neke stvari sam si ja kriv..
Jer kak sam sa kolegom pričao...malo sam zapostavio društvu oko mene sa kojima sam inače izlazio...a sve zbog cure sa kojom nisam više :-/.
Jer...nisam se osjećao ugodno sa njima, a nakon prekida sam malo shvatio da ako nejdem sa njima van, više manje nemam sa kime ići van.
Možda se nekome tko ima 23. kao ja to ić van čini kao nešto što se valjda trebalo prerasti.., ali ja ne smatram to tako.
Jer neželim se uzimati preozbiljno, prije jesam to, i toliko sam si zabrijao u glavu da sam star da sam se stvarno sa 22-23. sada počeo osjećati starim, a nisam.
Već sam u najboljim godinama :D
Malo sam izgubio početnu inspiraciju za pisanje ovog posta...
Ali šta sam htio reći..
Stvarno netreba se previše unositi u veze, netreba raskidati kontakte ili ih previše zahladniti zbog partnera u vezi...
Jer veze, pogotovo u mojim godina (+,-,) nisu trajne (neke)..pa se nakraju može dogoditi da kada veza pukne ostane sa društvom kod kojih se ima praznine nedruženja oko 6 mjeseci i više, a to je dugo razdoblje koje se treba nadoknaditi.
Ja se iskreno nadam da ću to uspjeti...
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subota, 14.03.2009.

nešt?

jel postoji mušli pms?
Ili su to samo dani kada sve mi ide na živce?

Jer nenormalno sam živčanih u zadnjih par dana...
Jel to možda što želim konačno nešto konstruktivno počet raditi i što sam shvatio da se nešto mora podhitno promjeniti u mom životu?
Da moram se zaposliti, srediti se?
Jer kako sam napisao u prošlom postu, odlučio sam se promjeniti...
a čini mi se da je to prouzrokovalo time što mi se čini da se vraćam na onog starog koji sam bio na prvoj godini!
JAO do kada ti korak napred/korak nazad putevi?
Jel nije dosta bilo toga?
JOJ kao žena sam, sve mi smeta :D

Neznam...
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srijeda, 11.03.2009.

Čini mi se, da će mi se pamet prevrnuti

I evo mene nazad, nakon duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugo vremena :).

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jbg počeo mi nedostajati ovaj blog, blogeri, ect....
uostalom...
Od 11 mjeseca ove godine...puuuno stvari se promijenilo, što kod mene, što oko mene.
No da rezimiram:u 11. mjesecu nakon 2 godine veze sam dobio lijepu nogu u dupe od strane cure zbog najgoreg mogućeg lika, no dobro, tu nevrijedi više trošiti riječi.
Dogurao sam na faksu dosta daleko, sada sam VI semetar 3. godine, je da nisam još oko 7 predmeta dao, al dobro, bit će :))
Tak da smatram da sam se dosta promjenio u zadnjih 4. mjeseca, iskreno nisam nikada ni mislio da se život tako može promjeniti ako se nešt tako dogodi (tipa prekine veza), al eto...
Počinjem čak misliti da sam na neku ruku 'odrastao' nakon tog prekida, ali i to da mi je jaaako poljuljao samopoštovanje...fakat, i da se tek sada počinje vraćati polako u normalu.
Jer dosta stvari sam prije radio a što nisam smio, tj. što nije bilo pametno
Što se tiče socijalnog života, tu vjerujem da sam napravio veeeliki 'bubu' :/.
Prije sam cijelo vrijeme tupio kako mi prijašnje društvo ne paše, kako ja mogu bolje i sl.
Ali tek sada mi je iskreno jasno, da sam ja taj koji je bio napravio krive korake i koji je sjebao stvar :/.
Jer sada mi je tek jasno, da imam prepreprečvrste stavove u nečemu, previše volim pametovati, previše...a nitko nevoli smartass-a...a ja sam ispao smartass, i sada imam taj problem da imam dva društva:jedne sa kojima sam preko tjedna, a koji uopće nisu za feštu, te druge za vikend, samo je problem što sam se od njih podosta udaljio i što skoro pa više nemamo teme za razgovor, a najgore je kada si okružen ljudima i neznaš šta bi pričao :/.
Sada kako je krenula Korizma, a ja kao recimo dobar kršćanin sam isto odlučio da se nečega odreknem...neki se odriču slatkiša, interneta i sl.
A ja sam odlučio (tj.trudim se), odreknuti se ogovaranja, jer sam stvarno počeo sa time pretjerivati...
Al eto, smatram da je to pozitivno jer sam uočio svoje greške...i ono što krivo radim...
Moje glavne greške koje vjerujem da sam dobro shvatio su:ogovaram previše, previše se znam praviti pametan (ponekad, ne uvjek zubo ), sarkastičan sam kada ne bi trebao biti, prenapet sam.
Možda griješim što sam relativno dosta samokritičan, al zar nije to pozitivna stvar?
Jer najbolje je ako shvatimo sami svoje greške, a ne da na nas mora pasti planina da ih shvatimo?
Jer kada malo si bolje razmislim, imam 23. godine sada, i kada ću se isformirati kao normalna mlada osoba ako ne sada?
jer uvjek kao mlađi, kroz srednju i sve to, sam mislio: 'ma kada budem stariji budem ja došao k sebi', samo..to ' kada budem stariji' je došlo, a nijedna promjena ne dogodi se nama, pogotovo u načinu ponašanja...
Svugdje treba volja...
Jer kako mi je netko rekao prije tjedan/dva:'skuliraj se, prisili se da budeš skuliraniji, kada to uspiješ, i natjeraš se na to, ako ništa tokom korizme bar, ući će ti u naviku'.
Samo KAKO DA TO USPIJEEEM?
Zašto sam tako lijen, zašto toliko sam se navikao ogovarati, nije da to i drugi ne rade...
Sam odlučio sam da to moram promjeniti kod sebe, jer to nije dobro, odgurati ću ljude od sebe tako :/.
Jer to sve mi je došlo u glavu jedne subotnje večeri kada sam sam sebe zatekao ispred monitora, sa 371 osobom na facebooku, i NIKOGA NISAM IMAO ZA POZVATI VAN DA ODE SAMNOM NA CUGU?!
Mislim...možda se sada čini da se ne družim sa nikime, i da me ljudi mrze, ali nije tako baš kronično...
Mislim, možda ja i netrebam toliko promjeniti stvari, već samo malo se 'spustiti na zemlju', zabaviti se više, opustiti se, i shvatiti da imam dobre ljude oko sebe koje ne treba tjerati od sebe, a kamoli ogovarati.
Sam...nije da pod time mislim da se sada trebam družiti sa svima, radio sam to prije, not good...
Jer ipak treba se družiti sa onima sa kojima se osjećamo ugodno, a ne sa onima kod kojih nam je neugodno.
Možda ovaj post se čini dosta konfuzan, al kad i je tako u mojoj glavi, prezbunjen sam nakon svega, nisam nikad mislio da tako mogu se promjeniti nakon nekog prekida, nije mi stvarno nikada bilo ovako eek
Ali nije da sada mogu se vratiti na sebe kakav sam bio kada sam upisao faks, mislim sada sam akademski građanin ove države, mislim ono, fensi titula me krasi INFORMATIČAR cool...
Ali stvari koje planiram učini po pogledu sebe:
1.Skulirati se
2.Opustiti se...svijet će mi se odma učini jednostavnijim
3.NE OGOVARATI VIŠE
4.Naravno i dalje pomagati kome mogu
5.ALI NE BU MENE NITKO JEBAL, jer ako nešto neželim je vratiti se na poziciju glavne budale koju mogu svi zajebavati, ni ti će od mene netko praviti budalu.
6.Naći sredinu između temperantnosti koja me inače krasi i normalnog odgovaranja, jer tko voli muškoga koji na neke stvari reagira gore nego neka žena (eee su me morale odgojiti samo žene, eto sada, ko baba reagiram na neke stvari rofl ).
Eto...
Ali i druge stvari: naći posao, jer hoću si kupiti auto, hoću svoje nove, dosta mi žicanja :(
Eto, toliko od mene, ako sam nekoga zbunio ovime, šta ja mogu, živa sam OPET konfuzija, ali zrelija malo ipak konfuzija, vjerujem da će sve krenuti na bolje, DAT ĆU SVE OD SEBE DA TAKO KRENE.
Eto,,,
Blog'iću moj evo mene nazad :)

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četvrtak, 04.12.2008.

Windows Live Skydrive

(da nepišem uvjek sam svoja naklapanja :)

Prije par tjedana na SkyDrive team blogu je objavljena vijest da će biti objavljeni update-i SkyDrive-a, a su tu promjene napravljene.
SkyDrive je nadograđen na 25GB.To je sada ujedno i jedan od najvećih besplatnih online mjesta za pohranu podataka.I sam izgled SkyDrive-a je promijenjen, koji sada odgovara dizajnu Windows Live Wave 3.

Nove funkcije SkyDrive-a:

Besplatnih 25 GB prostora za pohranu
Dostupan u extra 6 regija i extra 13 jezika
Download cijelih foldera u ZIP formatu
Prekrasne mogućnosti za online prezentacije fotografija

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Čini se korisno pogledati :)

SkyDrive

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utorak, 25.11.2008.

putovanje

Kroz pustinju.
Hm...
Novi dan...
Nove premisli :)
neznam za ostale, ali meni je 10000 puta prošlo kroz glavu ideja da jednostavno dignem sidro i odem nekuda....u pustinju ili nešto slično.
Možda ima nekog smisla u pustinjačkom životu...gdje nema mobitela,nema kompjutera...struje,ma ničega.
Živi se od dana do dana,jede šta se uhvati i sl.
Samo me zanima da li se nađe i smirenost uma?
Ili se ta smirenost može i ovako postići..
Ja ju želim ponovno postići,jer kao da mi se vratila sva nesigurnost od prije 2 godine....
Ponovno previše razmišljam...makar su mi rekli da se ta faza kakoreć adolescencije i nemože maknut tj. da je više manje neprolazna,
Sam,kada sam počeo pisati ovaj blog,imao sam jedva 19 godina,a sada mi je blizu 23..
Bio sam vrlo nesigurna osoba u novom gradu, sa novim osobama,,
A sada kako imam ustaljeno neko društvo...neki društveni 'položaj' makar jer to teško tak nazvati...i zbog jednog događaja se više manje vratim tamo gdje sam bio.
Sudbina?
Sve se vraća, sve se plaća?
jer ovo što sam ja dobio sam priuštio jednoj osobi..
Tak da ta izreka stoji...
jednom je u Bibliji rečeno: 'čini drugima, ono što želiš da oni čime tebi'..
Hm....u vezi jesam bio dobar,varao nisam...a ispalo je da sam ja prevaren bio.Dosada?Želja za novime?
Neznam...
Samo znam da mi je sada dobro, i da krećem drugačije...eto cijeli život učimo da umremo glupi

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nedjelja, 23.11.2008.

nova sfera ilitiga nešto slično :)

eto,nakon dužeg promišljanja da li se vratim bloganju ili ne, odluka je pala na DA.
Zašto?
A eto, idila koja je trajala 23 mjeseca je neslavno propala.
Jeb ga, žao mi je, a kada se samo sjetim kakvog golluma sada ima za dečka puknem..
Recimo da je ovo skoro 100% reprezentacija novog 'komada':

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Hm..eto ja nevidim očito ono šta ona vidi u njemu.


Jeb ga, nakon tjedan dana lupanja glavom u zid, očito je bilo da se moram vratiti bloganju jer kome drugome da kažem svoje probleme neko Vama koji čitate (hm,anybody?zubo).
Hm već sam i sam sebi dosadan sa mozganjem tipa: 'šta je ljubav','kako se dopasti curi?'...ma već mi sve zuji u glavi kao da imam skakavce.
Ali eto, i sa 22 godine me more ista pitanja što se toga tiče..
Nije mi jasno gdje ja griješim u pogledu veza..
El dam previše slobode time što neželim nikoga ogranišavati kako nevolim da mene netko ograničava?
El vi cure volite da vas se onak malo 'stisne uza zid a?'
Jer čini mi se da nešto radim krivo po pogledu veza:odsada nema više poziva,večera,putovanja itd.
Sada će bit samo po seljački:'Oš se jebat?'
I onda ću postati pravi primjerak homo primitivusa kojih ima toliko puno u našim krajevima...i sa time bi pogazio sve ono što smatram da sam gradio 22 godine.
I da, kada bi postao takav automatski bi postao 'ajme vidi seljačine', a naravno kada netko drugi bude takav on je 'ajme vidi ga kako je on macho'.
Čudan je ženski mozak, užasno čudan....
Sve žele dobrog dečka,sposobnog,,,,i kada ga dobiju onda....'ajoj ja bi nekog tko me tretira kao smeće', nemislim sada doslovno kao smeće već koji je mačo.
I šta nakraju se dogodi, mi (ajme koja si prava dajem mouthwash) koji tretiramo curu kao ljudsko biće dobijemo odjeeeeb a ti 'macho dečki' pokupe sve što smo se mi trudili 2 godine (ili nakon koliko je tko već dobio nogu :-/)...
Sam....sve se vraća, sve se plaća i doć će maca na vratanca.
Da...
2008 godina je bila oke,predobra do tamo negdje 7 mjeseca,onda je ošlo sve u tri kante maltera bijele boje :).
Želim da to vrijeme nestane...i neželim više misliti na to.
Oke je prošlost ostaviti u prošlosti jelda?
Makar to me ubijalo...i makar sam praktički prekinuo svaki kontakt sa osobom koji sam zvao svojom najboljom frendicom (ex cura jel?....hm još mi čudno o njoj pričati kao ex,al eto,proći će), šta je htjela to je dobila.
Najbolje je prekinuti svaki kontakt,,,jer em je lakše za ostavljenu stranu i za sve to.
Da...
Idemo dalje u nove pobjede :
nakon sveg tog počeo sam misliti previše na to kako treba tu vezu odmah zamijeniti sa drugom...ali nakon vrtenja kotačića u glavi sam ipak shvatio da koliko god mi je teško,da ipak netražim odmah novu curu takoreć, jer neke stvari trebaju prvo doći na svoje.
Hm kako čovjek zna odletiti u svakom odnosu,počne misliti da mu je suprotna strana 100% vjerna i odana...zagubi dodir sa realnošću (ima neko tko nije zagubio dodir sa realnošću nakon recimo 2 godine veze i prestao misliti da ga druga strana zapravo može prevariti i ostaviti???), sada preostaje samo ono opet 'drugi put ću biti pametniji'...
Sada koliko će to biti realno i koliko ću se tog držati neznam.
Idem za osjek za dva tjedna...
Idući bi trebao u Viroviticu, a nejde mi se nikako...em zbog nje...em, ma najrađe bi otišao u drugu državu na mjesec,dva očistiti glavu od svih tih sranja.
Sada eto, idem dalje sa svojim životom (ex je na blocku na fejsu,,,vidit ćemo do kada,,,al zasada neka se tamo paca :)), faks sam zapustio tako da idem prvo jest pa učit konačno....
I krenio sam nazad u teretanu,,,eto treba mi neko ispucavanje energije...
A cure...a ništa,,,sada samo prijateljice rulaju :))

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subota, 22.11.2008.

koliko?

Koliko čovjek može podnijeti poraza?
Koliko čovjek može podnijeti gubitaka?

Ima li limita ljudskom ponosu?
Kada treba ići braniti svoju čast, a pritome znati da ne branimo nešto drugo?

Kako znati ljubav, ako nevoliš svoje roditelje, svoju državu, svoje prijatelje?
Je li moguće onda voljeti neku drugu osobu?

Ste spremni umrti za ljubav?

Je li krivo ako nešto želimo, što znamo da je dobro za nas.....
i ako to nešto neželi nas?


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bwah,zbunjen sam :D





(p.s ili sam možda ja kriv u tome?)

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Armin Van Buuren-Burned WIth Desire

For each forgotten kiss
For all the memories
For all the times a look
Said all we had to say

You played your part so well
A modern Romeo
You came on Cupid's wings
And then you flew away

When you touched my face
When you called my name
I burned with desire

When you touched my face
When you called my name
I burned with desire
But you left me in the rain

For every sleepless night
Forever in your arms
For every hour spent
Lost in the reverie

You broke your promises
No shame and no regrets
You burned the bridges too
An endless mystery

When you touched my face
So beautiful
When you called my name
My name..
I burned with desire

When you touched my face
So beautiful
When you called my name
My name..
I burned with desire
But you left me in the rain

When you touched my face
So beautiful
When you called my name
My name..
I burned with desire

When you touched my face
When you called my name
I burned with desire
But you left me in the rain






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Blind Guardian-Valhalla

High in the sky where eagles fly Morgray the dark enters the throne

Open wide the gate friend the king has come
Blow the horn and praise the highest lord
Who'll bring the dawn he's a new god in the palace of steel
Persuade the fate of everyone The chaos can begin let it in
[Lead:Andre]

[Bridge:(Kai Hansen)]
So many centuries, so many gods
We were the prisoners of our own fantasy
But now we are marching against these gods
I'm the wizard, I'll change it all

[Ref:]
Valhalla - Deliveranc e
Why've you ever forgotten me [2x]
[Solo:Andre]

Magic is in me I'm the last magic man
Never found what I was looking for
Now I found it but it's lost

The fortress burns Broken my heart
I leave this world All gods are gone

[Bridge:(Kai Hansen)]
So many centuries, so many times
We were the prisoners of our own fantasy
But then we had nothing to lead our lives
No no we didn't play with our time

[Ref:] Valhalla...

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JAY-Z, LINKIN PARK

Numb / Encore


Thank you, thank you, thank you, you're far too kind

Now can I get an encore, do you want more
Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy
So for one last time I need y'all to roar

Now what the hell are you waitin for
After me, there shall be no more
So for one last time, nigga make some noise

Get em Jay

Who you know fresher than Hov'? Riddle me that
The rest of y'all know where I'm lyrically at
Can't none of y'all mirror me back
Yeah hearin me rap is like hearin G. Rap in his prime
I'm, young H.O., rap's Grateful Dead
Back to take over the globe, now break bread
I'm in, Boeing jets, Global Express
Out the country but the blueberry still connect
On the low but the yacht got a triple deck
But when you Young, what the fuck you expect? Yep, yep
Grand openin, grand closin
God your man Hov' cracked the can open again
Who you gon' find doper than him with no pen
just draw off inspiration
Soon you gon' see you can't replace him
with cheap imitations for DESE GENERATIONS

Now can I get an encore, do you want more
Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy
So for one last time I need y'all to roar

Now what the hell are you waitin for
After me, there shall be no more
So for one last time, nigga make some noise

What the hell are you waiting for

[sighs] Look what you made me do, look what I made for you
Knew if I paid my dues, how will they pay you
When you first come in the game, they try to play you
Then you drop a couple of hits, look how they wave to you
From Marcy to Madison Square
To the only thing that matters in just a matter of years (yea)
As fate would have it, Jay's status appears
to be at an all-time high, perfect time to say goodbye
When I come back like Jordan, wearin the 4-5
It ain't to play games witchu
It's to aim at you, probably maim you
If I owe you I'm blowin you to smithereeens
Cocksucker take one for your team
And I need you to remember one thing (one thing)
I came, I saw, I conquered
From record sales, to sold out concerts
So muh'fucker if you want this encore
I need you to scream, 'til your lungs get sore

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb
Can I get an encore, do you want more (more...)
I've become so numb
So for one last time I need y'all to roar
One last time I need y'all to roar

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Lacuna Coil-Comalies

Parlami
Il tuo silenzio guarda dentro
Non resistero
E' un attimo,
Nel tuo vuoto sento che
io non ce la faro


Walk on by
You walk on by
Wondering why
Wandering from you
Falling at your side
Wandering from you
Healing my desire
Stumbling in your soul
Give yourself to me
Hurting your desire
Healing mine


Slegami
Dal mio rimorso,
sei diverso
mentre muoio e poi
risorgo dentro te


Finche vivro
ricordarti cosi
sara una
colpa eterna su di me

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Ensiferum-Wanderer

In time bleeding wounds will heal
Unlike some which are too deep to see
Like scars in a nomad's soul
Their mending is so slow

Not the shout of a hundred enemies
Can make me feel fear inside me
But when sun sets and the cold arrives
With crushing solitude in the darkness of night

He will ride across land and time
To find a way through this endless night
There's a storm in his heart and the fire burns his soul
But the wanderer's part is to ride alone

With bare hands he has taken many lives
He's had a hundred women by his side
From tending woods through the freezing north
He's known on every sea and far beyond

As the moon grows and the circle is complete
He lies down and waits for sleep
But there's always a scenery in his mind
Of all the beauty he once left behind

He will ride across land and time
To find a way through this endless night
There's a storm in his heart and the fire burns his soul
But the wanderer's part is to ride alone

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Avril Lavigne
My Happy Ending->(nekada neke stvari te jednostavno pogode u glavu)


So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
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My Love
by Justin Timberlake & T.I.

If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me

what would you do
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you page me on the regular

tell me would you
Well baby I've been around the world
But I aint seen myself another girl

like you
This ring here represents my heart
But there is just one thing I need from you

saying I do
Because, I can see us holding hands
walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love

My love
My love

And I know no woman that could take your spot
My love
My love
My love

And I know no woman that could take your spot
My love
My love
Love
My love
My love

Now If I wrote you a love note
And make you smile with every word I wrote

what would you do
Would that make you wanna change your scene
And wanna be the one in my scene

tell me would you
See what's the point in waiting anymore
Cause girl I've never been more sure

that baby it's you
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you been waiting for

Just saying I do
Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love

My love
My love

And I know no woman that could take your spot my
My love
My love
My love

And I know no woman that could take your spot my
My love
My love
Love
My love
My love

[T.I. Raps]
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love

Love
My love
Love
My love
Love

And I know no woman that could take your spot
My love
Love
My love
Love
My love
Love

And I know no woman that could take your spot
My love
Love
My love
My Love

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Scotty Doesn't Know
by Lustra

Scotty doesn't know that Fiona
And me do it in my van every Sunday
She tells him she's in church but
She doesn't go
Still she's on her knees and
Scotty doesn't know

Oh Scotty doesn't know-oh
So don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
(So don't tell Scotty!)

Fiona says she's out shoppin'
But she's under me
And I'm not stoppin' 'cause

Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
So don't tell Scotty
Scotty doesn't know-oh
(Don't tell Scotty!)

I can't believe he's so trustin',
While I'm right behind you thrustin'
Fiona's got him on the phone
And she's tryin' not to moan
It's a three way call
And he knows nothin', nothin'

Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Don't tell Scotty 'cause
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know-oh

So don't tell Scotty
We'll put on a show
Everyone'll go
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know

The parking lot, why not
It's so cool when you're on top
His front lawn, in the snow
Life is so hard 'cause
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know

I did her on his birthday
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Don't tell scotty
Scotty doesn't know-oh

Scotty will know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty's gotta know
I'm gonna tell Scotty
I'll tell him myself
Scotty has to know
Scotty has to know
Scotty has to
Scotty has to
Scotty has to go
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know (Don't Tell Scotty!)
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know (Don't Tell Scotty, Scotty doesn't know)
Scotty doesn't
Scotty doesn't
Scotty doesn't know

Backup, ad-libbed until end:
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty doesn't know
Scotty's gotta go

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Evanescence-My Immortal

'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along






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Slow Down
by Alicia Keys

Mmm, Mmm
Oh, Ooh baby theres something that I gotta tell you
Being that you should know whats on my mind
Ooh, Baby Im feeling out situation
Its gettin stronger and we're on it
But I gotta take my time

See theres so much about you that I want to explore
Physical Attraction we just cant ignore It
But before we go to far across the line
I gotta really make sure that Im sure

Slow Down babe
Lets take our time
Slow Down babe
If you dont mind
Slow Down babe
Before we make this move
Slow Down Babe
Baby slow down
I think its really to soon

Ooh Baby Its like I've known you forever
My Medulla Obligata
Is electrified
Ooh Baby
Whenever were alone together
Im bout' to explode and It feels so right
But I gotta take my time

See theres so much about you that I want to explore
Physical Attraction we just cant ignore It
But before we go to far across the line
I gotta really make sure that Im sure

Slow Down babe
Lets take our time
Slow Down babe
If you dont mind
Slow Down babe(ya feeling me, im feeling you too)
Before we make this move
Slow Down Babe
I think its really to soon

See I Know what Is best cause I've been there before
Gave myself to someone for all the wrong reasons
but this time around I dont wanna do that again
I just wanna make this the way that I've dreamed of
So baby you got to

Slow Down babe
Im feeling you, ya feeling me too
Lets take our time
Slow Down babe
If you dont mind
Slow Down babe
Before we make this move
Slow Down Babe
I think its really to soon

Slow down
you got to slow down
Slow down
you got to slow down
Slow down
you got to slow down





Blue / Too Close
by Blue

(Ad lib)
Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Oh how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh you're dancing real close
Plus it's real real slow
You're making it hard for me

All the slow songs you requested
You're dancing like you're naked
Oh it's almost like
We're sexing

Yeah ooh I like it
No I can't deny it
But I know you can tell I'm excited

Step back you're dancing kind of close
I feel a little pull coming through
On you

Now girl I know you felt it
Before you know I can't help it
You know what I want to do

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Oh how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh you're dancing real close
Plus it's real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby us dancing so close
Ain't a good idea
'Cause now I want you now and here
The way that you shake it on me
Makes me want you so bad sexually

Step back you're dancing kind of close
I feel a little pull coming through
On you

Now girl I know you felt it
Before you know I can't help it
You know what I want to do

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Oh how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh you're dancing real close
Plus it's real real slow
You're making it hard for me

I love when you shake like that
I see that you like it like that
I love when you shake like that
I see that you like it like that

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Oh how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh you're dancing real close
Plus it's real real slow
You're making it hard for me

Baby when we're grinding
I get so excited
Oh how I like it
I try but I can't fight it
Oh you're dancing real close
Plus it's real real slow
You're making it hard for me



All You Wanted
by Michelle Branch

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone


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Moment of peace
by Gregorians

mmmmm...mmmmm
mmmmm...mmmmm

speech: in a moment of peace.
aaah...ahhhh
aaah...ahhhh

verse one: (choir)
Come now, come by our side
A place where you can hide
We are the sunshine
Rest your soul here and you'll find
We are the energy
We give the world to thee
Hold up your heart now
We will ease pain from your brow

chorus: (sarah brightman)
(mmmmm...mmmmm)
In a world without dangers,
Where destruction is near
You can come with us here.
Where the people are strangers
You will rest here with me
In a moment of peace. (aaah...ahhhh)
In a world without dangers,
Where destruction is near
You can come with us here.
Where the people are strangers
You will rest here with me
In a moment of peace.

verse two: (choir)
Light up the dark below
See through the stars
Reach to the earth's flow
Drift in the joy of our hearts
Unleash the energy
Taste of the wine
Drink as a soul that knows now
The power divine

chorus: (sarah brightman)
(mmmmm...mmmmm)
In a world without dangers,
Where destruction is near
You can come with us here.
Where the people are strangers
You will rest here with me
In a moment of peace. (aaah...ahhhh)
In a world without dangers,
Where destruction is near
You can come with us here.
Where the people are strangers
You will rest here with me
In a moment of peace.

mmmmm...mmmmm
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JASEfos Feat...
by DJ Tiesto

When our eyes met
I just can't believe
You're with someone else

With, one kiss, you have me
I wanna look into your eyes
To feel a little special, place..

If you ever need me
I've been waitin' for so long
Startin' to kill me
What do I have to do?

It's like she's cast a spell
I wish I knew how to break it
So you'd take a little notice of me

When our eyes met
I just can't believe
You're with someone else

I'll be here for you
If you ever need me
I'll be here for you

I wanna take you away
We could forget about life for a while
Drift into a world of ecstasy
Where I can hold you

You look so happy with her
I wouldn't want to tear you apart
But whatever happens
I just want you to know

If you ever need me
I'll be here for you

I've been waitin' for so long
Startin' to kill me
What do I have to do?

It's like she's cast a spell
I wish I knew how to break it
So you'd take a little notice of me


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All The Small Things
by Blink 182

All the, small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take, one lift
Your ride, best trip
Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting, commiserating
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na?

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs, surprises let me know she cares
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Na, na?

Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, my little windmill
Say it ain't so, I will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill, the night will go on, my little windmill





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Come Clean
by Hilary Duff

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

[Chorus]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[Repeat Chorus]
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean

[Repeat Chorus]
Let's go back
Back to the beginning

Duality

by Slipknot

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain gozubo